Penny some friendships are not worth salvaging. Some friend want to and try to bring you down to their guttter level of morals. Other friends look at you as a dingbat for lack of better words and use you take advantage of you or your kindness. I have been through both situations. I didn't realize how toxic one friendship was until after I broke it off last June and my hairdresser at the time said that I looked at peace, as if something like a weight had been lifted from my shoulders.
Angelmiss